Disclaimer: content is of much vulgarity.
There came a point (last last week) that I was totally bored to death. To not have an adventure for two weeks and no one to really talk to was totally irritating. Okay, so anyway, while I was alone with my thoughts, I questioned myself and every teenager: is cursing really necessary to express agitation, relief, hatred or grief? I don't know. No, not really, even though we all know that cussing can never really change a particular situation.
I, I admit, am guilty for speaking profanity for at least three fourths my teenage life - I can't even express my opinions without the word "fuck" in my statements sometimes. I just thought of it as essential to my everyday living. Well, most of those evil words blurt out of my mouth when the bitches are around (long story). I am so disappointed with myself for stooping into their level. I shouldn't. Nobody in the right mind should.
Urgh. I am such a bad Christian - choosing to let my wrath take over me when I should be living up to my title.
You can help me by praying for me to have the guts to eliminate this very unhealthy habit. :)
Note: I am not encouraging any of you readers to imitate what I do. I wrote this entry because I am confused.
Friday, September 10, 2010
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hello Ms. Jem! I totally agree. Especially on your label that says fuck bitches haha
ReplyDeleteThat's because great minds think alike! :)
ReplyDeleteDon't be confused. Read Colossians 3:8, Jem. :)
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