Hang Over.. and Still Hung Over!

For this past semester:

• I took my education more seriously than before, and therefore my grades skyrocketed.
• Due to this, my self-reliance and pride increased many fold; whilst my reliance in God drifted away. I thought I can overcome everything - well, not everything but you get the point; and I thought I don't need to rely on anyone.

Just before the Christmas vacation, I evaluated myself as a human being and the evaluative result was, naturally, negative.... and I knew I had to do something.

....That's when I got drunk at my friend's party. Of course, I had my purpose, although those reasons I gave were not really convincing - who cares? I was telling the truth anyway.

I got myself drunk to prove myself that I can't - I wouldn't have achieved such high marks without my friends; my family; and most importantly, God.

I also realized some other points:

• Not all who drink and get drunk experience euphoria. Nope.
• NEVER EVER DRINK JUST TO SHOW OFF, IDIOT. (By the word "idiot," I mean "myself.") When almost everyone was tipsy, one mom (yes, a mom) shouts at everybody who would hear: "You guys are so weak. I'd rather drink with Jem. She's had her 6th shot and she's still sane." Low as it may seem, I began to show off by drinking more (As I've said, Idiot, right?). Then everything became vague after that. At least now I get nauseated everytime a smell alcohol. Nice.