I Am Not Your Robot (Give Me My Life Back)

All my life I have struggled to be great - have talents to boast about, I can't deny. This was the cause of you might say, "tragic," childhood (don't get me wrong, my parents raised me quite excellently). It's just that.... almost anytime I thought I did something awesome, the extended family members would say the most horrible things to an attention-seeking five-year old. That was when my self esteem declined; which I consider cause to my then - slothiness. It occurred to me that I could never do anything good because I was doomed. Yet, one day, I decided to give myself another try. Then I discovered I was good with music and photography. Again, my extended family members, along with my "friends," tried to pull me down; but, I didn't let them get in the way of what I wanted to do. Then I realized, that talent are gifts not to boast about.

Until today, I honestly feel like some crappy robot. Sometimes I wish I could be the talentless old me again and just have time for myself like I used to. I don't have a life anymore because of my talents. When I get on Facebook, my mailbox(or whatever that's called) is usually flooded by messages saying: "Jem, upload upload!!!!" I know some of the photos I agreed to post, and that's alright with me. What I don't like is when I bring my camera on a certain occassion and then tomorrow would incessantly pm me about their photos. Mind you, I don't have a problem on uploading the photos; it's just that sometimes I can't help but feel like turd, crap, shit, whatever. Let me explain this to you in a detailed manner: 1, the nagger, obviously, nags me on uploading his/her stupid photos and when I tell him/her I can't he/she suddenly goes offline(come on! Is that the only reason you pm-ed me?! Can you go any effing ruder? Can't you at least be nice and say "okay, thanks anyway"?!); 2, I upload them when I find the time; 3, I upload an album full of pictures of you and you never ever say "THANK YOU." 4, When you comment about your stupid pictures, you FLOOD my notifications!! Oh, well I'm sorry, I'm not an internet whore, I EFFING FORGOT! I don't spend eons of time on stupid networking sites.. Can't you see? Can you please stop nagging me?! One reminder is enough, thanks. Can't you see what I have to go to just so I can upload your images? No? I can't stand to waste my precious time uploading your vanity photos! So if you want your stupid photos, you'll just have to wait. :D :D <-- fake smiles

I want my life back, and I want it now. Just for the Christmas vacation, please! It would be better if I spend some time alone with my camera and take pictures all day long and upload albums whenever I want. Mmmm utopia.

THE END.
THANK YOU for reading this article and I hope I have enlightened you with my rants/crap. :)